fuck forever. I want to fuck forever.

I.
I have such
a worry in my heart.
I'm scared to be abandoned.
I'm scared.
I don't want to be left
behind. Forgotten.
Don't want to feel that
I was just not good enough
for someone. Not quite right.
Didn't quite fit.

I don't want to blame you, but it didn't have to be this way. You didn't have to steal my forever but
you did.