I saw the sun rise in your eyes, then I saw it outside my window. Now tell me where are my shoes so I can go.

I can't take it, but you're screaming

in my face--
take it.

You press me down
and down
and suck me
right out of my head
and into your eyes,
so deep
that I can feel the crash.

You're pressing more,
and I want more,
so you slap the chills off my seething back,
then rip me open--
we're face to face.
And I can't hide
with you inside me like this,

pulling me down,
deeper and deeper until you jam
your imprint into my heart.

I try to fight and I'm breaking
through the surface of your skin;
I've got you under my
nails.
But you're bursting through my futile walls
and we feel the end
as it starts to begin.

And you know that I know you
can taste
the wanting, can taste
the hate
and sweat on my skin.

As you open your mouth
to tear me apart,
I finally let go--
there's no
going back
now,
I'm gushing my disdain.